Letter to Steven

Hey Steven,

Hey baby boy, I hope that your doing ok right now. If your reading this then you have gotten the last mail that you'll ever get from me. I wrote this in my 11th grade class to you. There is a lot that I want to tell you, but I don't have that long in this class. :) So I'll tell you about some things that you'll really want to know.

I know that I have always told you that Andrew is your father. But I'm sorry to tell you this now, but he isn't. His brother Ryan is your real father, I know that your mad at me for not tell you. But I didn't want you to hate me and think that I was a bad person. Andrew loves you just like his own, and he always took are of us. He loved you even while you were inside of me and kicking the hell out of my sides. You would calm down if he was holding me or talking to you.
The reason that Ryan wasn't there for you to call daddy, because he wasn't ready to be a father. He walked out on me and left us to be by our selves. Thats when Andrew came and saved us and look after us. He loves you like his own and always will.

About me is a different thing, because there is a lot that I wouldn't want you to know but I think that you should. I was always trying to still look good for people and not caring what it did to you. But now I see that I shouldn't care what people thought back in high school. b/c your the one that I had to go home with and live with. So I'm sorry for the tight jeans when they hurt and I'm sorry I never listen to you. I should have stop wearing them like that when you started to kick that morning.
I know that you haven't had the best childhood, but I tried to do my best while I was in high school. I know that I couldn't give you everything that you wanted. I know that I couldn't buy everything that you put in the cart, but I always tried to make you happy with what I could buy you. So I hope that you still love me to this day and forever. Because I loved you every moment that I knew about you, from the day I found out that I was pregnant to the day I died. Even now while you read this letter I'm looking down at you with a smile on my face. and I still love you even from up here.

Well I love you baby boy and I have ran out of time. So I hope this letter answers somethings that you have always wanted to know about me and your past. I love you, take care of my grandkids baby.

Love,
You mom