Love or fear?

As I sit in this room of dark. All I can think of the things that I miss about you. I miss your touch, your soft lips on my skin while I sleep. You watching me sleep and I know that you’re not going to leave my side when things get hard. I need your soft hands on my shoulders when I hold on to you and your warmth fills my body and I feel safe. Makes me feel as nothing can touch me as long as you hold on to me the way that you do.

Even though I’m this far from you, I can still your hands on me. I can still smell you in the air that I breathe. It’s hard for me to eat or smoke, if I know that you’re that far way and thinking about me like I do you. I know that we are miles apart but there are times if I lay in my bed, I can still fell you on me. Touching me and your breathe on my shoulders and neck. I don’t know how that is but it’s how I feel and I need to know if you feel it too. I know that there are things that you don’t wanna talk about but they need to be talked about.

All I know is that what I have for you is more then just love. There is something more there and you feel it too. I know you do you, you have to. I know it’s not only me that is crazy about the other one, like I’m about you right now. I can’t get my mind off of you ever, you’re always there and I don’t know why. It could be that you’re in there sometimes and I can feel that you are. Or could be for the fact that there is something there between us that neither one of us can talk about or know how to. I don’t know what it is. All I know is that I love you and I don’t ever want to lose you to something that could make me go insane without you.

Fear

The noise seemed to get louder as I moved close to the door. I wanted to know what the sound was, and what was making it. As I went to open the door my mother picked me up and I jumped. I didn’t know what had touched me or who for that matter. When that happened the noise stopped and all I could hear was the TV downstairs.

The vampires and lycans on the tv seemed so real to me. I always thought that they were going to come and get me through the tv. The blood and screams seemed all to real, but so cool. I knew I was safe next to my father, but when he was gone that is when the sound would start up again. I would get so I scared when he would leave. I begged him to take me with him. So I wouldn’t have to hear the sounds up stairs.