Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Snoops

The youngest girl ever to give birh was 5 years old.
I didn't think that you could give birth to a child untill you were atlest in your teenage years. I didn't think that a female could atlesst give birth or get pregent untill they atlest become a young woman.

Looking forward

For next few weeks I'm looking forward to have a new baby and living outside of my parents home. I'm hoping that everything goes alright that. Money is really tight now adays so it's had to plan for anything when a bill or something else might just pop up on you.

With in the next few years though is another story. I'm hopping to be wed, have a great little girl, have a great honey moon and be rich. But not rich by money, rich by the people close to me that love me. I mean having the money would be great too, but nothing is right with out friends and family that love you.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Top 10 part 2 (last 5)

6-Star Track
Captin Janeway is one of the best captins that they have had on that show. All but the famous Captin Jean Luck Becard. He is one of the other great captins to be on that show.

7-C.S.I (all of them)
I can't say with C.S.I is my favorite out of the three. Miami, Las Vegas, or N.Y.C. They all great and link together in some way. They all have come together in one episode that shows off the real sides of the Charters.

8-The Simpsons
They are one of the funniest shows out there. They have been around for so long and it's just been the best watching them. It's funny when they come out with a new show for them.

9-Crossing Jordan
That is another good show that shows off the crime and mystery. It has suspence and everything that you would want in it.

10-King of the Hill
Hank Hill is one of the best people on that show. He is a one of a kind man, you don't find people like that everyday. Who has nothing durty on his mind or anything to do with things like that.

Friday, May 9, 2008

Top 10 T.V Shows

1. Law in Order: SVU
The show is one of the best ones out there. It has everything, action, drama, and suspence. It also makes me think about who did what.












2. Law In Order: CI

That would be my second best, but thats because it still makes you think. Even though that they show you who the killer is, they never say why.














3.House

House is a suspenful t.v. show that shows that doctors can be crazy in some way. House is always thinking up someway to almost get fired or something.



4.Are you smarter then a 5th Grader

The show really makes you think about what you know. Then if you don't know it and they show the answer your like I should have known that. It's a battle of wits.

5.Bones
Bones is like a C.S.I show and Law in Order mixed. It is a mystery show that keeps you thinking about what could have happen to this person or what did happen. How did they end up there like that.


Friday, April 25, 2008

Conflict

I don't have one that I want to share with this class. I don't want to be judged by something that is going on in my mind. I shouldn't have to share with people that look at other people and judge for who they are, for things that they have done.
I just thats what my conflict is, is what people think. I don't like how people look at others and the conflict is whether I do the same or if I give most people a chance. Thats all I have to say for my conflict with myself.

Friday, April 18, 2008

Perfect boyfriend

His name is Adam, he would stand 6'3". His hair is black and spiked with blue tips. Adam would also have blue eyes. Adam is also Italian mixed with Mexican. playing baseball and basketball, but love to be outside and mudding all the time. Paintballing, fourwheeling, fishing, hiking, and many other things like that would have us out in the woods all day.
Adam hates it when people ask questions that they already know the answers to them. he doesn't like it when people use drugs, drinking once in a while with my father is fine.

We first met at the mall by our friends setting us up and not telling us. Jess wanted to take me out for the day since all I wanted to do is write my book for Brigs. Well Jess thought it would be a good time to get me out and among real people of the world. Well her boyfriend Tony set up this plan to where he would run in to us and he would just happen to have a single cute friend with him. Well we had ran into each other in Spencer's in a row that I wish we wouldn't have. because thats all i hear from Tony now. is have you guys tried out the card games or the gels or things like that.
Later on after we talked and found out that we would be hanging out together all day because of the two love birds. We decide that we would go and get a drink and food, well thats when i found out that he is also a sweetheart. he bought me lunch and everything, then we talked and exchanged numbers.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Movie Life

If I had to write a movie on my life, it would have to be about the parties and all the trouble I use to get in to. There would Kristina, Kyle, Chris, and me. We use to get in to so much trouble when we would all hang out. The cops, parents, and other things that would not even look good to most people. But nothing to get us thrown in jail for.

Cast
Kristina-Jennifer Aniston
Kyle- Kaleb Art
Chris- A young Robert Williams
Me-Courteney Cox

Friday, April 4, 2008

Change

I wish I had never had the fight with my best friend Johnny. Him and me had been friends since i moved up here, even after he moved we where still good friends. Well last week when he found out that I was going to be having the baby and keeping it. he went off on me about everything and things that didn't make sense to me. I don't know what had happen with him, he wasn't the same for some reason. I didn't know this guy that was talking to me and calling me things that he wouldn't ever normally say. To top it off though, i snapped and i started yell and call him things. I had never done that to him before, and i didn't know where it was coming from.

if it had never of happen he would have known about everything that has happen this week. How sick that i have been, i would know how him and girl are doing. There are just so many things that we would be talking about and not fighting. I wish that we wouldn't of had that fight and we were still talking and laughing about stupid things.

Friday, March 14, 2008

Smell of Spring

The smell of spring to me is the flowers and the freash cut grass. The mud and creek water down at the north end of town. The horses out of the stables and running about. There are so many things about spring that I can write about i wouldn't know what to tell you all first. I guess i could say about the ice cold creek walk home.

It was late spring and it was hot as heck out and we didn't want to be hot anymore. So we all went down to the creek to see if it was warm down there. Well there was still ice on the creek some how, well we thought that it would feel good. It was me Kristina A. and Mykel T. That thought this would be a smart idea. Well kris went out first, well she kinda got stuck out there. Me thinking I could go and get her, tried to walk out on to the ice and get her. Well I fell through too. Mykel was the savior, he saved us fromt he cold creek. Lets just say after the cold walk home, we didn't ever want to do that again. And to this day we havn't gone down there at this time of the year and wont till it's the summer and we know that the creek will be warm.

Friday, March 7, 2008

Odd Habit

I use to do this werid thing, ok I thought that it was weird when I was a little kid. We had a huge backyard down in Texas. Well every spring there would this ducks that would sit on my bockaney. Well I use to sit there and name them all, but not anything normal. It was by the color of there feet or becks ot something of the kind.
I didn't only name the docks. I would name the crabs before my dad would cook them, or the gesse that we had in our yard 24/7. I use to name everything that would be in our yard or home. But only by the colors on them or the way that they looked. So none of them ever had a normal name for what they were. So thats my odd habit, to tell the truth I still do it once in awhile if I see something odd, I will name it and remember what it is by that odd name that it has.

Monday, March 3, 2008

I hate my Job

I hate to wash dishes. I mean I have had some jobs that would make me wanna die if I had to keep doing them. Even while I'm an adult, but washing dishes is the worst. I hate how it makes my hands feel, I hate having to work with insertion types of chemicals that make my nose burn at the smell. I also hate the fact that somethings will make your hands break out and all read and bumpy.

If I had the job still in 50 years. I don't think that I would have any skin left on my hands or anything. The skin on my hands and arms would have fallen off from being in the water so much. It would not be there or anything.

Friday, February 15, 2008

Letter to Steven

Hey Steven,

Hey baby boy, I hope that your doing ok right now. If your reading this then you have gotten the last mail that you'll ever get from me. I wrote this in my 11th grade class to you. There is a lot that I want to tell you, but I don't have that long in this class. :) So I'll tell you about some things that you'll really want to know.

I know that I have always told you that Andrew is your father. But I'm sorry to tell you this now, but he isn't. His brother Ryan is your real father, I know that your mad at me for not tell you. But I didn't want you to hate me and think that I was a bad person. Andrew loves you just like his own, and he always took are of us. He loved you even while you were inside of me and kicking the hell out of my sides. You would calm down if he was holding me or talking to you.
The reason that Ryan wasn't there for you to call daddy, because he wasn't ready to be a father. He walked out on me and left us to be by our selves. Thats when Andrew came and saved us and look after us. He loves you like his own and always will.

About me is a different thing, because there is a lot that I wouldn't want you to know but I think that you should. I was always trying to still look good for people and not caring what it did to you. But now I see that I shouldn't care what people thought back in high school. b/c your the one that I had to go home with and live with. So I'm sorry for the tight jeans when they hurt and I'm sorry I never listen to you. I should have stop wearing them like that when you started to kick that morning.
I know that you haven't had the best childhood, but I tried to do my best while I was in high school. I know that I couldn't give you everything that you wanted. I know that I couldn't buy everything that you put in the cart, but I always tried to make you happy with what I could buy you. So I hope that you still love me to this day and forever. Because I loved you every moment that I knew about you, from the day I found out that I was pregnant to the day I died. Even now while you read this letter I'm looking down at you with a smile on my face. and I still love you even from up here.

Well I love you baby boy and I have ran out of time. So I hope this letter answers somethings that you have always wanted to know about me and your past. I love you, take care of my grandkids baby.

Love,
You mom

Friday, February 8, 2008

Dream land

There is this room that is lite with candles, but it wasn't set up like a romantic set up. I stand in the door way trying to figure out what is going on. All of a sudden there is this man standing there with a grin on his face. I know him from somewhere, but I couldn't put my figure on who he is. I stand there looking in to his eyes trying to figure him out and what he wanted from me. I wish that I could place him of where I know him from. I know that I do but it's not coming to me. Not en till he places his hands on my hips pulling me in close as our bodies move to the light music now playing.

He is the man that I had seen many times in my head with my reading. He is the charter that I use when I write my books about many things doing with vampires and other things like that. Now the only thing left to figure out, why he is in my dream. Thats when he leans in to bite my neck, and my heart is racing. But thats all I know, because I have to wake up. I have to go to school and live in the world that I must for fill something in.

I wonder thought what would happen if I stayed in my dream world. I would have felt the stinging bite of a vampire's love. The world spinning as, the lights start to dim and I join the world of the undead. My nails digging in to his skin as he takes what life I have left in my body, and I become one of them. Many days passing as I wake up to find him leaning over me with that smile. With the hunger that I must now live with that will forever be with me, the hunger for blood.

Monday, January 28, 2008

Love or fear?

As I sit in this room of dark. All I can think of the things that I miss about you. I miss your touch, your soft lips on my skin while I sleep. You watching me sleep and I know that you’re not going to leave my side when things get hard. I need your soft hands on my shoulders when I hold on to you and your warmth fills my body and I feel safe. Makes me feel as nothing can touch me as long as you hold on to me the way that you do.

Even though I’m this far from you, I can still your hands on me. I can still smell you in the air that I breathe. It’s hard for me to eat or smoke, if I know that you’re that far way and thinking about me like I do you. I know that we are miles apart but there are times if I lay in my bed, I can still fell you on me. Touching me and your breathe on my shoulders and neck. I don’t know how that is but it’s how I feel and I need to know if you feel it too. I know that there are things that you don’t wanna talk about but they need to be talked about.

All I know is that what I have for you is more then just love. There is something more there and you feel it too. I know you do you, you have to. I know it’s not only me that is crazy about the other one, like I’m about you right now. I can’t get my mind off of you ever, you’re always there and I don’t know why. It could be that you’re in there sometimes and I can feel that you are. Or could be for the fact that there is something there between us that neither one of us can talk about or know how to. I don’t know what it is. All I know is that I love you and I don’t ever want to lose you to something that could make me go insane without you.

Fear

The noise seemed to get louder as I moved close to the door. I wanted to know what the sound was, and what was making it. As I went to open the door my mother picked me up and I jumped. I didn’t know what had touched me or who for that matter. When that happened the noise stopped and all I could hear was the TV downstairs.

The vampires and lycans on the tv seemed so real to me. I always thought that they were going to come and get me through the tv. The blood and screams seemed all to real, but so cool. I knew I was safe next to my father, but when he was gone that is when the sound would start up again. I would get so I scared when he would leave. I begged him to take me with him. So I wouldn’t have to hear the sounds up stairs.